See me (original poem)

I am a girl so in love with everything
but afraid to show it or ignorant of
how to express it since any time I have
tried in the past I was only met with
ridicule or indifference and I am not
sure which hurts most at this point.
I am a girl desperate to be seen but
anxious when looked at because
my past tells me when I am seen
it is only because they found
something they want to take
and I already feel so empty.
But I would rip apart my ribcage
if you were to say you want a
better look at my heart.
I want to be more than seen,
I want to be known, if only
you would let me hold your hand
until I feel more brave.